Thursday, October 19, 2006
This morning was a total mess! While trying to finish up my assignment(due today), I received an sms from Eve informing that presentation has been brought forward! Then immediately I sms-ed Doris to check our group's time slot. To my shock, she said it's like "NOW!" Hell!!!! I had not bathed
Yeap took a quick bath. I DO mean quick. 5 minutes. Everything's sooooo rush. I didn't even had time to apply toner, moisturizer and sunblock! This is the first time i left home with sucha naked face. Thankfully, my father drove me to school(if not, i gotta tk a cab).
When i had reached class, to my horror, Bernice told me that they had finished the presentation!! Seriously, i felt as if i've been struck my lightning followed by the deafening thunder. Yes, i've been told that i looked shocked, lost, blur, souless, stupid, still.
I just stood by the table motionless. Stiff and still. Rebecca was laughing when she told me to sit down. In the end, they told me that "I'VE BEEN PUNKED"!!!
Gosh!!! but fortunately, presentation had not started! =)
Today's the second last day of school. Feeling kinda emotional. Five months had passed. I really really truly will miss the girls i've met in this class. Though some i hardly talk to, I'm glad to have known them. I enjoy my group and mixing around with the mothers. Their experiences in life are invaluable. Lastly, i'll miss the cleaner auntie. I'll miss all the aunty chats and memories of you telling me that i'm an Aunty-killer! Hahahaa. Next week onwards, would already be the dreadful practicum month. Soon i'll get another diploma cert. Two in a year.
At times, i fear of how fast time passes by. Sometimes, I wonder why everything is so slow. Beginning to pick up the shattered pieces of me of last year. One of my greatest regret and stupidity is to allow myself to feel so down and shitty last year this time and got myself ACNE!! It's been a year and the scars on my right cheek are still visible!!!!
Yeap gotta be persistent! Work hard! Clense well, exfoliate and mask! I want back the complexion i used to have. Badly.
posted @ Thursday, October 19, 2006