Thursday, January 27, 2005
Finally,i went to see the family doc for my
white spots yesterday.Always,i'm very dependent on pple...Dun even dare to seee a doc myself...mum was with me. Doc Koh said that it's a
fungi on the body and spreads then turns white when the cell is dead.And it usually happens in children and may be passed thru water eg.swimming pool. Additionally, i have quite sensitive skin...Arggghh!! He asked me to tan more..cos under the sun, it'll "kill" the fungi and revive the cells or something...do i have sooo much time now?? unlikely that i have....
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The first thing i do everyday is to make my bed.
Habit i guess.
Been continuing with the painting and colouring since afternoon.
My neck hurts,my eyes hurt, my fingers hurt, my legs hurt, my butt hurts..It hurts...!!
*Wishing for a thai massage now*!! Crark crark crark!
Cousin called me, she got
lobang for part-time job! It's only a five-days job, 29 & 30th Jan, 12,13 and 14th Feb. For the company, YSL..the logo with the 3 alphabets written together. It's six hours of givin flowers on a mobile car! Sounds so Chingay to me!!! Isn't it a rare opportunity??! Making u feel like a fairy like what ruiling said!! Called the girls but they cant work on all the days..so still waiting for my cousin to call and gimme the details and stuff. Like quite an easy job compared to facing computers, listening to screams and inhaling drop-dead stinko boys!!! Hahaha.
Only when alicia said 14th Feb is a monday then i realised there's sch.But i may pon if i have to.. Cos if it really is what my cousin had said, then it's sooooooo OMG! Parade in orchard, givin flowers while u're seated down.I know it's a lil pai seh but it's something i may not do in the future..
Finally again, i've completed painting and colouring all the 29 menu!!!
*White Flag*
I surrender!!!!
PAINTING IS NOT MY FORTE!!!! Whatever it is, it's over and done =)
The only worry i have now is my resume and cv for SIP!! Have yet started typing or plan or know to type!! Some of my friends hav already sent out their resume, some have gone for interview and a few have even secured a place!!!!!!
Tied down by the menu recently!!!! Because of you i cant do my resume....stupid menu!
Honestly speaking, i still have no idea where i wanna go. Not interested in any of the available choices.If i choose hotel, i have to be prepared that i wont be home at night in some days, how am i supposed to go home at that hour when i have a phobia of getting home late... Events is bao ga liao, also no fixed hours. F&B..., i fail in waitressing, let alone food preparation. Only the Zoo and Callery Hotel sounds appealing to me. If only i was rational and chose Early Childhood instead and not been ruled by my heart, things may have been better.
If only, if only, if only if...........
Feels as if i'm stucked on an expressway...no U-turn, can't go back....forward is soley what i can do now. Hmm...jus get the diploma cert first then see what i wanna do....Perhaps early childhood...It's my ambition since young other than being a CID...Perhaps, return to the place i was offered in Miss Leong's dance troupe and follow her ard the world...maybe not...Too much things and people i have to let go which i strongly know i cant.
For all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are " It might have been...."
Lalalalaaa...this wont get me down...=) Because i believe that things happen for a reason. You may not know it know but one day, in the future, u will =]
~ A smile is better than a frown~
posted @ Thursday, January 27, 2005
